FAITH

Sometimes in my life I wonder, what I used to be and what I have become now. People always change and I realize that is a normal process with time, but what happened with me is just completely opposite of normal. I wonder when will I start my normal life again, just so tired, just so full with everything, I don’t have words for anything, but there’s one thing which just keeps me going in even these toughest days of my life and that is my faith, my faith on my god. I know somewhere he’s watching his lil daughter fighting and losing her all again and again, and sometimes holding me when I really want it to be. No one’s life is easy, we all have to earn each moment we spend in this lifetime, whether its sorrow or happiness.

Just keeping my faith all over him, coz somewhere deep in my heart I know, he cant let his lil daughter suffer so much, no father would ever see or tolerate that. After all, faith is the most important thing in one’s soul….which keeps us going in the toughest circumstances...faith sees hope…without faith there’ll be no hope…and without hope there’s no meaning of living.

So in the end I m just hoping that one day I’ll see a clear blue sky and would have learnt from what I m suffering at present. Just waiting for that day, where sunshine, rain, blossom, dew drops, future, dreamz, fascination will have a meaning in my life…..